- I heard an unhappy ending; it sort of sounds like you are leaving.

 I heared the piledriver waltz; It woke me up this morning. 

You look like you've been for breakfast at the Heartbreak Hotel and sat in the back booth by the pamphlets and the literature on how to lose. 

-Piledriver waltz

Personal Challenge

• Excercise: Not just to be fit, but MAINLY healthy.

• Meditate: to try to calm things down.

• Allow myself to cry if I need to

• Remember beauty is not set by standars and I am beautiful.

• Eat healthier even if it means to work a little extra on it.

• Study harder, because in the end I'll see the benefits

• work with passion even if it means to be a little more tired at the end of the day.

• save money to pamper me at the end of the year.

goal: one month. Then, the world.

How can I see a way out of these empty endless line of thoughts? Is there a way where I can easily get out without hurting my wings?

All things consider, I like myself.

A grandes rasgos, pero así se empieza.

Quizás, quizás, quizás.

I feel just like an open book,
Exposing myself in this neighborhood
Talking to people as if I'd knew them well
Thinking that everyone has come through different kinds of hell
Lately I found myself in doubt,
Ask myself what it's all about
What am I doing here? What's this leading to?
What's the point of all? 
I've got promises to keep like a cannon would land upon my feet, each time I fall

Every now and then in dreams by the river with no trees, leaves are yellow, red and brown, and I hear you whisper in my ear; Your love belongs to everyone.
I feel just like an open book, a couple of words, it's all it took.
In front of the bright white covers, still vacantly against my will, a drifting vessel in the storm pushed around, from shore to shore.
I know there's so much left to see
I know I have so much left to give
But the memories remain, yet the scars don't feel the same
Filling page just one by one, in the warmth of other suns

Open book - José González